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7月8日

Well interesting week...

[Chizel] matt i gone done it agen... i sed i wudnt and i did... quik blame it on schoeyyyy... and it was all coz connor didnt turn the lights off... haha bles him... and Will is an ace DJ hehe... geek mover freaker... machen ambush jihad and bachalala... coz we all want a bit of "Jonno"... tom wel plz jst stop with the burping... fruh fruh... spazzes... ashton gangsta asses... kirsty knows how to move with the groove... like fook i no how to waltz... just dance plz (normally)... even tho ure upper class accent is jst the sex... (L) dan (L)... emz u got a shower *claps* fabdabbydastic hair... and "nod" she does have legs boys... quik all pile on the little lad... so why go to finishing school?... ipswich lads what is it with long hair... get hair cuts plz... even tho u were all pretti fit hehe... bang bang bang alex u ND boy tut tut... grandads bday... coz we all love waterfalls... then hawes... just too hot people... sweating like a pig... and ure hugs are amazin... and woo 6 foot 2 agen... vans trainers pretti koolies... weirdly similar... missed yoo... gah gays... ginger wel ure ma drink man... there was jimmy and darren then all the rest from wycliffe but soz u jst cant beat dan... chuck or chucka... 9 foot wall how do u expect me to do tht?... but i did so in ure face... stand too early for god sake... but hey what was for breakfast a yorkie... bump beford 4 tonner... which reminds me... *sang to the tune of macdonalds, macdonalds, kentucky fried chicken and a pizza hut*... a rifle, a rifle, kentucky fried chicken, and a 4 tonne truck... basher down in 15 mins... we might be quik but not tht quik... god u no we cant all go in the shower at the same time... flooder... mark u gravelknacker... im bak to believing agen now... lost £50 which is just crappy... trust me... actually dont... so time for a ring ring to his place... shit hope im posh enuf for their liking... crap here goes nothing... byez... lovesh yoosa... megz.... xxx...   
6月15日

Quotes/sayings/mottos etc.

-*Life is for living, love is for giving!
-*Love is like a quicksand, the deeper you fall in, the harder it is to get out.
-*A million words would not bring him back, i no coz ive tried, but neither would a million tears, i no coz i've cried
-*whats better; a lie that draws a smile or a the truth the draws a tear?
-*Love is like the wind, u can't see it but you can feel it
-*I'm long on ideas, but short on time.
-*Knowledge speaks, but wisdom listens.
-*Never laugh at anyone's dreams, coz people who don't have dreams don't have much.
-*Dream as if you'll live forever and live as if you'll die today.
-*The more I learn, the less I understand.
-*Our eyes are placed in front, coz its more important to look forward rather than back.
-*Guys are like roses, watch out for the pricks!
-*Love makes life so confusing but without it would you want to live?
-*Anyone can catch your eye but it takes someone special to catch your heart.
-*Reality is the only obstacle to happiness.
-*Give your smile to everyone but give your heart to only one.
-*When you make your own decisions you take the responsibility of deciding your own future. If you make good decisions then you're going to have a better future than if you make bad decisions. You are what you choose to be, so choose wisely.
-*Life goes up and down, just remember to keep your feet on the ground.
-*Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.
-*Make the most of yourself, coz that is all there is of you.
-*Dirty and clever minds think alike.
-*Get beyond the limitations you have imagined for yourself, and all the other limitations will fall away as well.
-*No matter how serious you life requires you to be, every1 always needs a friend to be goofy with.
-*Sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand.
-*If you ignore the facts, it doesn't change the facts.
-*The greatest mistake in life is to be continually fear you will make one.
-*Don't cry coz its over, smile coz it happened.
-*All senses provoke the sense of love.
-*Sometimes its impossible to explain reality.
-*Love should overcome all other emotions in its purist form.
-*What lies behind us and what lies in front of us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.
-*Love is when you don't wanna go to sleep coz reality is better than a dream.
-*What do you do when the only person that made you stop crying is the person that made u cry?
-*Don't say you love someone unless u really mean it coz sum1 might go and do summats stupid and believe it.
-*If I had to chose whether to breathe or love you, i would use my last breath to tell you that i love you.
-*I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there, I'm not supposed to wonder where you are and what you do, I'm sorry I just couldn't help myself, I fell in love with you.
-*Love is giving someone the power to destroy you and trusting that they won't.
-*Everyone's entitled to be stupid, but your just abusing the privelage.
-*Always smile even if its a sad smile, coz a sadder than a sad smile is not knowing how to smile at all.
-*The heart has reasons that reason does not understand.
-*No-one really cares how much you know until they know how much you care.
-*Thinking is the hardest work there is which is probably why so few people engage in it.
-*Love your life for what it is, not what you want it to be.
-*Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when ure heart still does.
-*Why do we fall in love with the ones that hurt us, but the hurt the ones that love us?
-*As fooked up as it all may seem to be i no its me.
-*I guess I never knew I had the world with you, you will never understand and you will never know why.
-*Mean what you say and say what you mean.
-*A wasteless fantasy is better than living a hopeless reality.
-*Your gonna live forever or die trying.
-*You shouldn't regret doing anything or put off anything because your too scared because you only live once and you will neva know unless u try.
 
***************************************
 

Complete and total adoration,
My gift to you, my heart was yours.
In a number of weeks you shaped it,
In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,
That first step that you took was the worst.
Since then you've walked a thousand miles in silence and short remark,
And I still have these memories,
But we'll never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember. cause that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory,

We'll never make another memory.
I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together,
So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
This time I thought things were real.
You said they were.
What happened?
You were a priority,
Was I an option?
I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
you knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm sorry that wasn't enough.
So, we'll go our own ways,
And hopefully you'll remember the things I've told you,
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity.
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this,
But I guess I've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake,
I just wish the story didn't end this way,
Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?

Cos all of the stars are fading away, Just try not to worry you'll see them some day,

Take what you need and be on your way, And stop crying your heart out.

 
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MY LYRICS REQUESTED BY BEN
WE WAS
 

Bet you don’t know all the pain you caused me

I thought it was me that was wrong

And on my broken wings I fell

Falling from the night sky

If only u were there to catch me

Then I could have started it all over again

 

Broken hearts get stronger

Or so they say

But I don’t really believe

Coz wen I do it my way

Torn out, ripped to shreds,

Heart before head

 

The more I move on,

I hear the silent words we spoke,

Everytime I think,

And on my thoughts I choke

They say our fate is unwritten

So lets hope these dreams we don’t lose

Coz inside is what we choose

 

Everything we had before us

Destroyed with just one word

U won’t leave my mind

But its hard to say what you feel

I start to cry tears of hurt

But memories last

 

The more I move on,

I hear the silent words we spoke,

Everytime I think,

And on my thoughts I choke

They say our fate is unwritten

So lets hope these dreams we don’t lose

Coz inside is what we choose

 

I could pretend to be happy

Just to avoid being sad

But why should I act and tell lies

When all I wanna do is cry

Those special times weren't real for you
Your smile was just a fake

So just get out and come for what you take

 
 
5月27日

*>>:::...Randomness...:::<<*

To think that you understood,
And to dream that you would save me.
But no, just another fake,
I thought I could trust you.

 

My dreams were high,
As if to be expected and happen.
But crushed, with a few words,
Never to happen.

 

And as Im thinking,
I start to cry tears of hurt.
Cuts and bruises heal quick,
But not my memories, they last.

 

I am sitting in a dark corner,
No one to help or understand.
I take a moment and reflect,
Is it worth it, what's the point?

 

Life: it hasn't worked out,
Not how I wanted it to be.
Full of disappointments and sadness,
Eating away at the once sanity of my mind.

 

I have life problems that hurt,
And I can't get rid of them.
Because they are deep scars,

That will stay with me forever.

 

And now I'm stuck,

Someone caught me offguard.

A insane moment,

trapped foreva inside by your hate.

 

**>>...:::&^&:::...<<**

 

im the girl thats been cheated on - cause im not a girl whos gives it up to any guy

im the girl who gets my heart broken - cause I was too stupid to realise what was happening

im the girl who will cry at night - cause of a heartbreak

im the girl that wont get down on my knees and open my mouth - just to get a boyfriend

im the girl that wants 2 be called beautiful - not hot

im the girl who lies awake at night - thinking about him and just him

im the girl that just wants a cuddle

im the girl that just wants 2 sleep with him - without having sex everytime

im the girl who shows how much i care - and get nothing back

im the girl who gave my heart away - and had it shoved back in my face, all shattered and broken

im the girl that - fell for all the lies

im the girl who will smile - at you for no reason at all

im the girl who will let u use my last credits to patch things up with your boyfriend/Bessie mate

im the girl who will sit - with the person whos sittin alone

im the girl who will stick up - for you when you're bein slated, no matter how many people were against.

im the girl that once you mean something to me -  Im not lettin go without a fight.

im the girl whos been - used

im the girl who will be there for you - if you're there for me

im the girl who wont hold a grudge - because i know life's too short

im the girl who will ask how u are - and actually care

 

im the girl who shows yoo how to care

im the girl who will cry - when u cry or just coz I feel like crying

im the girl who just wants 2 be loved by yoo

 

im the girl who would give everything to yoo

 

im the girl that has to live with myself

 

 IM THE GIRL!!!

 

**>>...:::&^&:::...<<**

 

Some people give to make others happy and try too hard to make people like them

 

Some people have arguments with others because they like to be in control

 

Some people pretend to be happy all the time so they don't have to be sad

 

Some people make stupid mistakes and are too proud to admit it to themselves, no matter what they say to others

 

Some people make out to themselves that they have problems just so they can fit in

 

Some people act all the time and tell lies because they are scared to be the person they really are, but hate the person they pretend to be

 

Some people continually justify themselves to others to make their behaviour seem ok

 

Some people convince themselves of one thing because they are scared to realise the other

 

Some people hide behind a façade that isnt them

 

**>>...:::&^&:::...<<**

 

I loved you then

I love you now

I will always love you

 

I know he cares,

But why hide behind a facade when

You could just be yourself?

 

I know you love someone else

I love you so much

So I’m just going to let you get on with your life

 

Coz you’re living it the way u want to live it,

I still fink about you every day

And cry before I go to sleep every night

 

As long as you’re happy

I’ll hide all my feelings just for you

And maybe one day

 

I might tell you what’s on my mind

Spill all my feelings out in front of you

But I’m scared of what you will do

 

I think I will keep them inside

Broken heart dying to leap out

And I’ll do it all for you

 

I’ll give up the thing I want the most,

Because I know I can’t have it,

All because I love

5月8日

How i will die...

Ok so I did one of them random quizzes on the internet to pass the time and it was bascially working out how you will die and tbh the results were a bit shocking  apparently i will die from comitting suicide by either poison or a blowing myself up it doesn't look too promising...
 

You scored as Suicide.

Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you want to know how you will commit suicide, take a look at your second highest percentage on the bar graphs.

Suicide

 

93%

Poison

 

67%

Bomb

 

67%

Drowning

 

60%

Disappear

 

60%

Stabbed

 

53%

Cut Throat

 

47%

Gunshot

 

47%

Accident

 

47%

Eaten

 

40%

Suffocated

 

40%

Natural Causes

 

33%

Disease

 

13%

 

 

Megz xxx

 

The webby if you wana no how ure gona die is http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=8960

 

 

5月7日

You no hu u are

Wel gosh i havent dun a blog in ages, so u no i fort i wud do one =) coz im bord... tsh anyweyz wel lots has changed recently still havent figured out whether the changes are for good or bad so i cant really comment lol but i just wanted to give a shout-out to a few special peeps coz they deserve it, they;re all acest btw these arent in order of importance or anythin
 
 
JO - Well she may live down in Bristol now but you can still put a smile on ure face from lots of miles away hehe great for advice and jst general stuf this girl certainly knows how to pack a punch. she can make you laff wen ure crying and shes bludy great =D she has her head screwed on, is alweys there to talk too and she knows what is right and what is wrong so thanks for being there hun! Lovesh yoo *mwah*
 
JAKE - Woo! wel me and jake certainly have big plans don't we ? =D we;re gona go skydiving togetha =D and dont forget the drinking and clubbing =D hehe and in less than a year as wel, plus we;re gona travel around the world wahey! =D so apart from our big plans jake is also good for the ickle stuf that sumtimes matas a lot more... wel ill get bak to yoo on that one after ive been skydiving... but jake is ace to talk too and i think he nos how life goes up and down, but thanks for making me laff and smile and just thanks for being there =D i know i can talk to yoo and trust yoo with stuff that normally i wudnt trust other people with so thanks for listening to me rabble on lol *hugs* xxx
 
NAT - Thank yoo so much for everything, this girl is great when u need a shoulder to laff and cry on, she ses sum meaningful stuf, and gosh she has realy helped, she was there for me to talk too wen i fort i cudnt talk to any1 and she is great at keeping secrets, a person i trust for sure and can i jst sey to nat that remember how great you are wen people try to put you down and also for nat, forget about the people in ure past coz there is a reason theyre not in ure future! xxx *huggles*
 
 
Megz xxx
 
 
3月21日

Today was interesting...

Hey People
 
I dont no how many of yoo have had this but when ure day like starts reali gd  then ends reali bad . I was like in such a happy mood wen i woke up and everything was doo dah! But then by the end of one very interesting msn convo i realised the world im living in isnt perfect. I cant believe it, people that abuse ure trust arent worth the hassle. in sum situations i dont no whether its best to tel it as it is and run the risk of hurting sum1elses feelings or jst lie and pretend everything is great when actually u realli need to tel sum1 how u feel. tsh tis confusing, spose it jst all works out in the end. but i believe that if u eva give ure trust to sum1 they shud treasure ure trust as it is not a fing that every1 has and its alweys important to the person that has trusted u. i no i wud neva break sum1s trust but i realised today that there are people out there hu fink its ok to break ure trust and i have to say that breaking sum1elses trust is one of the worst fings u can do to sum1. prove ure worth sum1s trust by keeping it is ma new saying and one i reali believe in!
 
Megz the Minx   
3月16日

The Green Man Theory and stuff that sprung from the green man theory ...

Wel I never knew until today that such random stuff could spring from good observation. After school today I went into town with Geraldine to take some photos for our Geography coursework and I was crosssing the crossing near JD Sports. I alweys hate crossing that road coz there is cars coming from every direction so I alweys wait for the green man on that crossing. I was looking at the people who choose to cross the road without the green man and I thought to myself how stupid. They risk their whole lives just to get sumwhere 30 seconds quicker. They have their whole life ahead of them and they dont even seem to think about it; they just think about gettin across the road.  If you wait for the green man in everything in ure life then you will have less chance of getting killed and more chance of getting where you want to get in one piece. 
 
I also realised today that we have to rise above people that make us feel bad about ourselves and not be dragged down by their harsh words. Its hard to stand above people like that , really hard, but when you do you realise what a great person you really are. There is nothing wrong with being the person you are. Other people might not like it but its you and in reality you are great. I once read that you can never be truely happy until you know what makes you happy and you're not afraid to be yourself. And if you believe you will find happiness and find yourself then no-one can ever take away your beliefs. No-one can change what makes you who you are.
 
Sometimes I just wish people would think before they open their mouths and say something that hurts people. Maybe people dont think about what their saying coz they hate the said person that they're talking too  and want to hurt them. Or maybe its more jealousy than hate; another article I read said that you can only hate people you are jealous of. And thats kind of weird coz sumtimes u dont think that ure jealous of sumone you hate do you? But hate stems from various different emotions inc. jealousy, hurt, suffering etc. Hate is complex and the reasons why hate happens is complex. By you always have to remember that whatever happens you alweys have friends.
 
And all that sprung from my green man theory ...
 
Megz the Minx XXX
3月2日

Til its gone

It's funny how sometimes you can relate to the old saying:
"You never miss it till it's gone."
When you're so sure of how you feel,
tired of them and wanting a change.
But when they're actually gone,
you start to feel empty inside.
Your feelings change,
and you realize that you need them.
But when you try to get them back,
they are reluctant to return to you.
Afraid that you might once again
break their heart in two.
And you are left feeling alone,
wishing they were with you once again.

 

Megz the Minx


2月20日

We all grow up

We grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken, probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast and you'll eventually lose somebody you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much and love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend upset, is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

 

Megz the Minx xxx

1月22日

Ups and Downs

I neva knew life was so full of ups and downs, and this week certainly has been full of them. In a funny way the other day I realised the ups in my life far out-weigh the downs. Downs in your life are there to get you down, but the ups in your life make sure that you don't get dragged under by the downs.
 
So trying to focus on the ups in life their is one major thing that springs to mind before any other even enters it. And that's Tom. Love ya loads  huni and don't worry about not coming to see me, even when your not there its like Ican feel you anywey.   And our one month anniversary tomoz as wel.
 
Anywey I passed ma young people first aid course plus that I have been doing this weekend at school with the cadets. Learnt some well good stuff and had an ace time with ma girlies : Gezza, Ashton, Amanda, Laura, Aayushi , Helen, Anjaand who can forget Adam with ma scarf and watch  "suits ya huni" lol. Did i forget to mention that a top-to-toe survery tickles and of corse I will pratice ma mouth-to-mouth on ya Tom. Lol See I did learn sumthing useful. But by the end of this week on friday I will have had a 12 day week at school, now that is scary.
 
Luv Megz the Minx 
1月21日

When you run into brick walls head on!

Chances are if you're a teenager you have already dismissed the expectation the your world is predictable and orderly. You have realised that in your life there is always the potential for things to go haywire. And you have almost certainly had firsthand experience trying to work out something the first time didn't work, but the second time you tried to work it out it did work and with great success.
 
Our success as teenagers is often determined by how well we cope with challenges that this unorderly and unpredictable life throws at us. If you can make the best out of the worst possible situation, then you're doing better than you think at working out our unpredictable teenage life. And just remember no challenge is too great, if you try and try again. And if you decide not too try then you have just wasted a valued opportunity which you could have succeeded at.
 
Success and determination and the will to try at challenging situations make us a lot better than the ones that choose not to try, because as a teenager its very easy to lose your way but along as you pick yourself up again and get back on track, then you will be a stronger and better person for doing it.
 
 Luv Megz the Minx xxx  
12月15日

Piccies

Hey People
 
Make sure all of you check out da new piccies of me and ma mates in the mates piccy album coz there is sum really gd ones.
 
Luv Megz the Minx   
12月7日

19 ....

You Are 19 Years Old
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
11月26日

12 hour danceathon

Wel yesterday was amazin . Me and one of mates gez organised and took part in a 12 hour danceathon in our skool hall. Bascially wt happened was loads of our mates in year 10 turned up at 7 in the morning and danced for 12 hours until 7 at night. We was raising money for the Niger Crisis Appeal in West Africa. There was 60 people doing it from da start till end and i can i jst say a massive big thanks to the people tht turned up. it was an ace day and der was sum reali gd dancing so thanks to everyone. Bryce's band also played at lunch so thanks to dem for doing tht and lets hope we have all raised loads of money for the appeal. Thx to everyone who took part  

Luv Megz the Minx

10月12日

Philosophical Luck

There's some really good advice in these words, even if your nt supersitious, agnostic or otherwise faith-impaired.
 
ONE: Give people more thn they expect and do it cheerfully.
 
TWO: Marry a man/woman who you love to talk to. As you get older their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
 
THREE:  Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

FOUR: When you say, "I love you," mean it.

FIVE: When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.

SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.

EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much.

 NINE. Love ! deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.

ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.

TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.

THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"

FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

FIFTEEN. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.

SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose a lesson

SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and responsibility for all your actions.

EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.

Megz the Minx











9月15日

WOW try dis!!!!!

This Is Frikin Freeky Try It Lol!!

 

While sitting at your desk, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles.

Now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand.

Your foot will change direction and there's nothing you can do about it!! 

                                                           

9月12日

Cute poem

never say i love you
if it isn't really
there
never talk about feelings
if you really don't care
never hold
my hand
if you're gonna break my heart
never say you are
gonna
if you don't plan to
start
never look into my
eyes
if all you do is
lie
never say
hello
if you really mean
good-bye
if you really mean
forever
then please say you'll try
never say forever
because forever makes me cry

Which girl are you??

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 ρєяfє¢т gιяℓѕ нανє ¢ℓαѕѕ, мєαи gιяℓѕ ωιℓℓ кι¢к υя αѕѕ,

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 иσямαℓ gιяℓѕ я иσтнιи иєω, ѕσ ωнι¢н σиє αρℓℓιєѕ тσ уσυ??

Faith In Your Dreams

Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbo will come shinning through
 No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believin
g
The dreams that you wish will come true
Everyone needs to dream!
go on make a wish and your dreams
may come true! 
8月28日

Got My Own Google

 Hey ppl
 
I got ma own google
 
 
Luvin yaz xx
Megz the Minx